Wow it has been a while. Ive been going crazy with School, work and friends, and whatnots. Sorry. Life is going pretty well. Just i hate school. Im not made for school. I cant stand it! I really know the importance of school but thers really not Importances when you cant really do it. I Belieeve that there are people in this World Not made for Schoool and I beleieve that Im one of them! I really do! I mean i have no Motivatiion to even go to school. I have to try so hard to get up and go! its unreall. I mean when you are in high school mama and daddy are waking you up but when you have an appartment and dont live with anyone its hard to even get out of bed! Thats crazy. I just wish i had some motivation to even do well in school. Its not even fair! I want to do well in life but just i dont want to go to school! haha anyways!
Works going well Im making sooo much money and i cant believe it, i love working at Miyos on Forest! I love working in resturants so im soo happy! Much better then my last Job, lol But im working Valentines Day! Im working a Damn Double! Lunch and Dinner! Crazy! I cant wait to make the good money! lol but all these Couples are going to make me Sick! lol haha but i think its sweet!
Well Im going to clean up
- Music:sean Hayes
So how about when i went to sleep around 5:30 to take a nap, i was having the best sleep and then i got a text. the text was from Ryan! and it said "Its Snowingggg". this was around 9:00. haha i didnt even know it!. I cant believe it acutally snowed this year. Im glad it did because aleast it gave me a few minutes of snow Joy! I bet that we still will have classes haha, like always. Just my Luck! anyways it was nice. It snowed like for a good 45 minutes. the Flakes where huge. and it kind? sticked but then now its just sleeting and Raining like hell. Oh well aleast i got pictures and had a good time with Ryan savannah.
yepp,, ugh sadly classes for the new Semester start tommorow. Im not ready to be a Full time student! I really dont want to go to class again everyday! Its going to be tough! This is my Class times:
Math: 8:00am to 8:55am Monday,tuesday,wednsday,thursday,friday
Freshmen Seminar: 9:05am to 10:00am Monday, wensday, Friday
English: 10:10am to 11:05am Monday, wensday, Friday
Guitar: 11:15am to 12:20pm Only on Wensday
sooo in other words its not to bad, but full time, im not use to being full time, DAMN! ohwelllll
im ready to se how this is going to play out with work!
anyways im getting n the bed!
ANYWAYS
sorry about being soo short im tiredd goooood nightttt
- Music:Juno Soundtrack
later
So i really feel like a queer when ever im talking in a convosation and then i automaticly say " Well i saw on Oprah......" or " well i was watching Dr. Phil....."
i just feel like a jackass and i am truly laughing at my self on the inside. Im such a Dork. I need to stop making Connections with those shows in my convations. if people really wanted to know what was on the oprah and dr. phi show they would watch it. lol i cant help it that i always get home in time for those shows! SHIT
Damn today was soooo long, or aleast it felt like it.l it still had the some hours but who knows. I guess when you are super busy at work and you want to leave makes the time go by soo slow, but i aleast made good money today and got to get first cut. Hopefully ill get first cut tommorow. I need it. I have a date! I cant wait to spend time with him. and get to know him. this should be nice. We are most likey going to do the dinner and movie thing and then to savannahs Party at her house tommorow night. Which should also be fun also!
My appartment still looks like a Fucking wreak and ive been cleaning almost all day, or ive been lazying quite a bit tooo.
anyways I have a question!? So do you think that two "lovers" could ever be best friends after a long relationship and make it just true friendship and not some what Love. I believe you can, even tho it might be really hard, if you really love this person then you want them in your life no matter if its for dating or just friends. But the really point im getting at, is do you ever loose the love and does the friendship really because a true friendship and not a false hope that maybe you might get together? I know its confusing but its just something thats on my mine and i wanted to get that out even tho no one will probley read this, its helps to get it out!
- Music:the Avett Brothers

his girl was a bitch i hated here but i sure did like this dress tho it was pretty neat even tho it got bashed but these judges

even tho he is a little full of his Queer self. But hey hes a good designer. and id fucking wear his stuff. i love it. and he makes for good tv.
they had to Design Prom dresses for stupid little high schools who went to privet school in New Jersey. eww haha, but yea it was a better contest then last weeks, when they had to make things out of Herseys candy products. ugh hah ai hatedd that. anyways
Kevin got sent off, thank god

- Mood:creative

anywayyyyy
i just got home from work. UGH i was so hung over! and still am. I almost lost my Balance at a table, lol. I guess i was still kinda drunk?? lol but yea i was totally out of it. and now im burnt out and need a bad nap. I drank alot last night and it was awesome to hang out with everyone again. but it was sad that ryan and daneil both are having trouble in there relationships. But i guess it was still good to be around them again. and Daneil stuck to his new resolution and didnt drink so thats cool. i couldnt stick to that. lol i dont even know what my new years resolutions are. Should i have some ???
i guess if i didnt have any then they would be to make alot of money and pay rent on time and pass all my classes this semester. Which i better do or ill be shit out of luck. I suck at school tho. so we'll see how this semester goes. ughhh which that reminds me school starts back mondayyy ugh, Save me pleaseee. Im a full time student now whcih is a change from last semester because i was part time at night and full time working in the morning. and thank god i dont have that old job anymore. i acutally get to sleeepp noww. YAY lol
ALrighty well heres my first Post of many to come. so Enjoy and ill see you around. Im going to get in that nice bed of mine with Gabriel (my Cat)
- Mood:
gloomy

